Every once and a while I hear a song or see something that reminds me of you and I get sad but other then that…You’re nothing but a memory thats fading away…
I hate that I still love you, I hate that I still think about you, I hate that you’re all I think about, I hate that I can’t look at a pic of you, I hate seeing your statuses in my news feed, I hate reading cute things you post and thinking its not about me, I hate that you don’t love me like you did, I hate thinking that maybe you never loved me like you said you did, I hate thinking that I ruined things between us, I hate that I pushed you away with a stupid want of sex, I hate that I still have your letter to me in my bookbag, I hate that I almost text you and then realize that I shouldn’t, I hate that Im not who or what you want anymore, I hate that I wasnt good enough for you, I hate that no matter how many girls I talk to or get with I still want you, I hate that you broke your promises, I hate that you broke my heart, I hate that I let you, I hate that I may never get you back, I hate that I lost my best friend and my girlfriend, I hate that you lied so much, I hate that its too late for me to do anything about it, I hate that maybe we coulda worked things out if you had just talked to me more, I hate to think that maybe you never wanted to work things out, I hate that I hate all the things you love just because they remind me of you, I hate feelings, I hate relationships, I hate love, I hate tumblr…but somehow I still will never hate you…
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